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Name: Amy
Country: United States
State: Minnesota
Birthday: 10/31/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Shopping, hanging out with friends, acting, listening to music, spending time with family, going to Fish (a service of singing and praising the Lord)
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  AnckSuNamun1416
Member Since:
12/4/2004
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| So I went and saw Concordia's performance of "You Can't Take It With You" tonight. It was Great. Props to all the actors, actresses, crews, Randy, and everybody who made it happen. I think it was the first time that I saw a production by my College that I wasn't longing to be in it. It was beautiful, but I didn't have the feeling that I needed to be in it. I think that God wants me to be something other than an actress. I thought that is what I wanted to be for so long that I don't know really what I want to do with my life. I'm thinking if I get into the movie internship that I was thinking about being a part of, and I like it, than maybe I'll follow that old dream to be a movie star. If not, maybe I'll be an antique dealer. I just want a job that I love, that I get good recognition for, flexible hours, and one that I feel fulfilled by. But, only God can fill the "God shaped hole"* in my heart and He will satisfy me with whatever I choose to become, within reason of course (as long as the job has good morals). Anyway, I am stressed out right now, so I am going to try to relax. Bye for now. *(I heard this in a song) | | |
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I am feeling kinda low. Considering I have two 8-10 page papers to write and other papers and projects to work on. I am also wondering what God wants me to do with my life. I am kind of lonely. Sometimes I feel like a nerd and that I am not really accepted as friends by some people, and I can be shy so that doesn't help. Plus I'm questioning something I thought I knew for so long; whether or not I really want to be an actress. If I don't become an actress, what will I do? I have a lack of faith in myself for other careers and even acting sometimes. I'm afraid I might not remember my lines or memorize them all in time for performances or filming. I don' want to let people down, and I don't want to let myself down. Well, I better go because I should work on some homework, whether I will or not - that is a different story.
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| So, wow... it's been a long time. Tonight FISH was really emotional. We nailed our sins to a cross, and praised Jesus for what He has done for us. One thing the speaker said was "what if Jesus threw down the cross and said 'you're not worth it?'" That, I must admit I didn't like to hear, and it got me a bit emotional. If Jesus were to say that I am not worth it, than I don't know if God would or if I could think I was worth it. If I believed that I would get even more depressed. But Jesus didn't say that and He did die for us. God bless. | | |
| So... I have joined Facebook. Now I have three websites.
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| Hey Everybody~
Well, I'm back from Christmas break. I just heard the fabulous news that one of my friends is getting married. Hey congratulations you two- you know who you are. That is so wonderful. I can't believe that I'm at the age where my friends and I are going to be getting married within the next few years. It's very exciting. I wish I was getting married - but I need to figure out myself and know where I am going in life as well as learn how "...to become wholly God's" (a man -sorry, I forgot his name - qtd in Peter Kreeft's Prayer for Beginners) part of my high school quote in the yearbook. Anyway, that's all for now. | | |
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